... it's weird ... I don't even feel this way anymore ... I don't know how I let go, but I certainly didn't let go of it kiss by kiss ... What have I been doing all this time ...? what have WE been doing all this time?!
It's as if we were just two friends acting like a couple ... taking up a character that wasn't us ... and it took us two years to discover that it didn't fit us!!!
that first kiss ... not that I regret it ... I'm just amazed of how I lost it all ... in such a way that I don't even remember if this feeling of love ever existed in me!!!!
Did I ever experience it? Did I ever actually love? It wasn't lust either I know ...
so what the hell was it? it's like forgetting the taste of ice-cream ...
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