Justifications ...

I've been reading my blog recently, and I must admit, I didn't enjoy it.

I realized my posts merely reflect the sad, nostalgic, lonely, and at times confused, sides of me, none of which are exactly pleasant to read about I would assume :D

I remember in response to the question why their music is usually accompanied with a sad theme, Rob Thomas, the lead singer of Matchbox Twenty said something like: I guess because you only write the lyrics when you're down. When you're happy you just go out and have fun. The same goes with my writings I guess (that is of course if one can regard these stupid posts as "writings") ...

I mean if I only write about my emotions when I'm down, then it's only natural for my blog to represent me as a whiny little girl ... I'm just trying to say that I'm not half as disturbed, or emotionally challenged as this blog shows I am :D or maybe I am, but I'm also in denial ;)