It's the new year's eve ... well not yet ... but it will be in a couple of hours ... and I'm slowly getting ready to say goodbye. This time, not to the year that just passed, but to an era ... to some awesome moments that can no longer be recreated, and are now to be considered part of the "good old days" ...
Sometimes you really need to actually see something in your life (be it a feeling, a phase, an era, ...) die before your eyes, to fully believe that it's over. You need to try to dig down and actually see there's nothing left of it to feel its vacancy ... It's funny how then and only then, once you make that final attempt, once you hug it and kiss it goodbye, even if it doesn't hug you back, are you ready to mourn for it ... and once again you're ready to make peace with the fact that nothing in life stays the same, and the best thing to do is to accept this dynamicity ...
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